having a rough time right now

worst week i've had in two years. went in for what should have been a routine iron treatment, then i was allergic to it. walked in just fine and escalated to emergency measures within about a half hour.

just feeling overwhelmed, discouraged, all kinds of bad things. i can't breathe right now (not literally like in the last paragraph). can't focus. i've gotten up and walked around three times trying to write this.

had low B12 as well as low hemoglobin - anyone with B12 under 400 is at a risk for neuropsychosis... mine was at 280. so that explains that. sheesh.