working... still

it's sunday night. i'm on the last strings of what was supposed to be a 2 week vacation and i'm still struggling with charts in powerpoint...

and suddenly bored and bothered that what i do is no longer something with a real sense of accomplishment. it's not like design that gets printed, it's not building a car engine that throttles and revvs up... it's just ideas, data points strung together that change every year, every month sometimes, and i love how things shift but i get totally annoyed with the lack of building with my hands and feeling like i've PRODUCED something other than an esoteric piece of thought that might circulate for a couple weeks and then get lost of the shuffle of What's Next.

anyway. back to it. then up early to finish.