it's been a while

but every now and again i get the jitters hardcore.

didn't go to bed last night. at all. just pacing, pacing. went to bed at 1am, up at 3, filled out some paperwork until 5, got ready for work, here at 6. actually picked up a cup of coffee and only now do my eyelids get heavy. which stinks because a) i only have one thing to finish today and i want it D-O-N-E by 9 and not sure i can focus that long and b) doubtful i can go home early cause i left the office at 4 yesterday. regretting that now, obviously.

why can't i sleep sometimes?